He doesn't deserve anything like this. Not with what he's done. No matter how much he aches to be loved, to be wanted...he doesn't deserve it.
The apology makes him jerk and he forces his tentacles to unwind, and he pulls away with even more effort. He can accept that pain more than forcing himself on someone who has only been kind to him. ]
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Date: 2023-11-01 01:02 am (UTC)From:He doesn't deserve anything like this. Not with what he's done. No matter how much he aches to be loved, to be wanted...he doesn't deserve it.
The apology makes him jerk and he forces his tentacles to unwind, and he pulls away with even more effort. He can accept that pain more than forcing himself on someone who has only been kind to him. ]
...No...Xiao Xingchen, please forgive me.
I...I have no right to...
That was too bold of me.